You've had this body for centuries, but have you ever had any others? Have you even been stuck to one linear time stream? Or stuck in a place you've never been and didn't choose? And the angel, sorry, Aziraphale, said his magic was all changed, I'm guessin' yours is too?

You are free from your bosses though, yeah? But even that can be pretty scary. My first jump with Torchwood, realizing I was in charge, I realized I was going to mess it up. Badly. And it was lonely. Because there was no one I could get for help. And at first I just tried to make friends, but it's agony, because they all die, or they don't remember you, or they think you're just a dream or ghost, yeah?

Not to mention, I didn't know who I could trust. Not that people were usually what I was fightin' with the darkness, but everyone's got an angle, yeah? And not everyone cares enough about the world continuing to exist to put aside petty spats for two seconds.