Well-- perhaps it's because-- [he thinks] This place offers a sort of freedom, too, don't you think? You are dead, but here you hardly have to worry about the repercussions of that. At home, Crowley and I are facing down an apocalypse and here... well... We are... allowed to be...more...fully how we wish without ...too much fear of...politics.

[he adds a bit more bourbon to his tea]

So you as a fairy, perhaps, aside from being able to utilize your emotions, allows you the freedom to not have the responsibility if you don't choose it. I was also reading something about fairies able to instill blesses or curses. Maybe it's giving you a whole other avenue of yourself to explore. Oh!

[he rests his hand on the table between them, feathers fluffing a bit]

It knows what you are capable of, and now wants to see what else you can do. Isn't it exciting?